My BF may or may not be drunk, but either way we’re fighting. Seriously. Over the phone. Im not sure if we can get past this hurdle. It hurts so much more after our deep connection the other day. When we were able to listen to each other. To hear beyond the words. Now I feel like I’m talking in circles. How can we be so close yet still struggle to understand each other?
I hurt and the tears won’t stop.
The thoughts spinning through my head, is this it for us? Can I let this continue? Do I need to be strong and step away? Or is this just a normal fight? A stepping stone along the way?
I don’t want us to end, but do I want us to go on?