This is just going to be a quick update on how everything is going with me. Apologies for not writing more frequently but I’ve just been so busy and/or under the weather but today and yesterday have just been great and so I felt like writing again.
I got my second worst result ever at uni, and that ended up with me having a 2 hour long emotional breakdown with my dad because I was just so freaked out about failing because I’ve already had to add an extra semester to my degree. Similarly, my placement at a school has fallen through due to a line up of shitty situations. Thirdly work has been stressful because of everyone feeling terrible and wanting to leave, and as such I’ve rewritten my resume and started looking into a few options for myself, primarily nannying (as I love kids and it’s closer to the career I want to end up in). Additionally I’ve been feeling very friendless lately, and have even been questioning my relationship. Finally I’ve gained 1.5kgs and am feeling very chubby, but have been in such a deep pit of lethargy I’ve simply been eating what I want when I want to. It’s been yummy, but well the results speak for themselves. Basically my stomach is a greedy, selfish bitch.
On the good side of things though, I’ve only got 1 exam left and this year of uni is over! I’ve picked up a few shifts at work and I’ve nearly finished my Christmas shopping already 🙂 WOOHOO!! I also posted a photo on instagram and it got way more likes than my usual ones (although this may have something to do with the sports bra I’m wearing in it than anything else). Either way it was a bit of a confidence boost.
I’ve also taken up a new sport/activity and am loving it. It’s Aerial Silks! I’m pretty terrible so far but I’m having so much fun I can’t wait until my strength builds up and I can actually do more. It looks so cool (although I am struggling with the sucking at it thing) and is pretty cheap, at sessions a week for $20.
Also, as I’m typing this I’m realising that my adventure with fake tan last night was a disaster! Haha my hands are so brown and streaking, with patches of near glistening white skin. I probably should have looked at getting it done professionally before attempting it myself but oh well. I’m sure I’m not the first girl to walk around with weirdly patchy fake tan hands and I’m sure I wont be the last 🙂
Anyway lovelies, I have to go cram now, but I hope you’re all having a great week and I think I’ll write up another section tonight or tomorrow about what I’m getting everyone for Christmas 🙂 I’m super excited for it (if you can’t already tell!)
Peace and Love,