Some days I feel super motivated, I get this brilliant urge to clean and cook and study. It’s like a rush.
Today wasn’t that but it wasn’t dark either. I’m lower than I was the other day when I posted, but no where near where I was a fortnight ago; so that’s good.
Yesterday I actually went to a lecture and tutorial, which is a big step from last semester. The tutorial was boring, as it was primarily aimed at first year students and I’m a 3rd year, but I really like my lecturer. He has a habit of getting side tracked and talking about the history of drugs and diseases.
I went and bought a couple of stationary items, and I must admit that even having a new book and weekly planner helped me start focusing on my classes. I wrote down when all my assignments are due, so I can try to stay on top of it and prioritize, and then I found the cutest dress ❤ It’s a little black dress with pink floral designs on it and ties up at the back. I spent a bit more money than I had planned, but I just couldn’t resist buy that dress, especially as I went looking for one just like it a couple of weeks ago. Definitely a little pick me up 🙂
I did some arts and crafts this morning, and despite feeling the need/ability to actually focus on my uni work I just read instead. It’s like despite being ready and willing to do the work, my brain is still a little too overwhelmed by everything, but I am getting there slowly.
Unfortunately my scales were wacky this morning, showing 5 different weights, up to 2kgs more than yesterday! I was so freaked out, I kept hopping on and trying again. Even now I don’t really know what my weight today was, but considering I had a kinda bad food day yesterday I’m thinking it was the 66.9kg reading that I got twice, not 68.9 Is it even possible to gain 2.5 kg’s overnight??
So far today all I’ve had is some water with some lemon for flavour, but I’ll probably end up having maccas for dinner Any lower cal suggestions?